Each of us has acute pain, and residual pain. That is life in a fallen world, and we cannot escape it. Even Christ asked 'why?' on the cross....But we must choose, like Job, to put aside our initial questions and frustration, and by an act of will, accept the sovereignty of God as our comfort. I believe this is the beginning of a second level of healing for me, for anyone who takes this road. Even Job says that he was able to not only hear of the Lord, but see him with his eyes....That is something I am so excited to experience. I have not been walking far from God, but the hope of a deeper relationship with Him is so exciting!
Abundant blessings be yours,